for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die

Title:	Untitled
Date:	Jan 2, 2008 @ 10:17 AM
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music:	crane wife 3--the decemberists
mood:	sick

hmm, well its been a while. but i came across this in post secret--and it seemed a bit familiar...

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Title:	country fair
Date:	Jul 10, 2007 @ 05:36 PM
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music:	the perfect crime-the decemberists
mood:	melting from weather..help!

ok guys. just so ya'll know. i'll be down at the country fair all week. so you guys should all come down and visit. i know cory is going friday and amelia and chelsea are coming sunday. so everybody should follow their example and COME!!!!! yea!

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Title:	recap
Date:	Jun 28, 2007 @ 01:20 PM
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music:	future foe scenarios-silversun pickups
mood:	bouncy

hunm. i haven't posted in a while. so--over cap!

4-H camp was fucking' sweet!!!! i had sooo much fun and the group of people was amazing. we all bonded so well-they are like my family.....except looking back this is all extremely depressing-seeing as half of them live in tillamook county.

but now that camp is over soccer is slowly but surely taking over my life...GAH! all i really want to do is sleep....which i do anyway with my "sleep till noon everyday" thing i've got going.

but yeah. i am missing everybody in large ridiculously huge amounts and we must plan something SOOOOOON!! except that i'm leaving for NJ on sunday..soooo AFTER THAT!

oh yeah, and i am going to be camping at the country fair with warner (the WHOLE WEEK) so everybody should come down to hippie-ville often and visit us. it'll be one huge naked party. hahhahaa.

yeah...not much else to say.....partay!

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	Jun 12, 2007 @ 04:51 PM
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music:	Lockwood edges-jonny c delicious
mood:	chipper

YEEEEAAAAA!!!! I AM OFFICIALLY LICENSED!!!! EEEEIIYEIEYEOEYEIEYIYEIYIYEIYIYEIYYEEEEIYEI!!!!!!!!!!

wooooo wooooo

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	May 31, 2007 @ 10:56 PM
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ok-i am hoping you guys check this tonight-but a shout out to chelsea and amelia-BRING YOUR SWIMSUITS! my pool is up and running for the summer and i need some people to test it out with me....

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	May 28, 2007 @ 11:10 AM
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mood:	okay

yea! my soccer team won our tournament! we are the champions of the U18 Gold. sweet. the best part was beating F.C. willamette in a shootout for 1st. hahaha.

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Title:	i don't like the nature of the beast
Date:	May 26, 2007 @ 09:56 PM
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music:	stars
mood:	depressed

i had an ok day with all the soccer stuff....and then i got home. one of our ducks (which also happened to be my favorite black runner) drowned in the duck pool today. so i burried it, made a nice grave and everything. i was really really sad. and then my brillian jack-ass dog decided to dig up the grave. he would have eaten the duck if i hadn't caught him. i'm too emotional for these sorts of things. breakdown! i know its the nature of a dog to want to eat a duck. but....i don't even know what...pretty much when i saw the duck all dragged out of the grave and covered in red dirt-i lost it.

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Date:	May 25, 2007 @ 10:01 PM
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k-here are a couple things everybody should see. no joke.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPONTneuaF4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tYnn51C3X_w

have fun.....

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Title:	heres your tip.............NOT!
Date:	May 24, 2007 @ 05:04 PM
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music:	pilatus.....it wont get out of my head
mood:	annoyed

yea electric-blue-extra-short-80's-dress! and yea knee-high-black-leather-stiletto-boots! alt prom is going to be so much fun. amelia, chelsea--we need to go to goodwill more often. adding up the boob-handle dress incident and the shorts-dresses....we have waaaayyy too much fun. i kinda feel sorry for the people who work there....

on the other hand-i got my hair cut today and the lady didn't cut it short enough-my mom looked at me and asked what the lady cut off, because it looked the same...not a good sign. so i'll probably get more cut off soon. i wanted bangs and something funky-but all i got was and inch off all my layers and a little bit of tapering in the front. i know i sound lame and i am going off on a tangent about my hair---but its just plain annoying when you wait for an hour with nothing to do, are in the chair for five minutes and then have to pay 16 bucks for all of that. i can only content myself with the fact that i didn't give the lady a tip.

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Title:	the essence of track
Date:	May 19, 2007 @ 09:36 PM
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music:	wuuhoo WWUUUUHHOOO!!! (amelia knows)
mood:	contemplative

wow. track is one of the most amazing experiences of my life. i honestly can't think of anything that can come close to the amount of influence it has on me. i don't know what i am going to do now that its over. i know i will get to see everyone-but i won't get to see tyler or denny. that is what makes me the saddest i think. i really liked hanging out with them, i have always felt like i don't entirely fit in with the teens-and i don't entirely fit in with adults. its like i'm stuck in the middle. a strange predicament but i have always noticed it around tyler and denny and also around all my moms friends, because i always feel like i'm one of them-and then i realize i am like 25 years younger. weird.

i can't wait for sports awards night. semi-formal!

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Date:	May 18, 2007 @ 08:18 PM
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COURTNEY WON THE 300!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAGAGGAGAGAGAGGAAG! oh man. she is amazing.

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	May 17, 2007 @ 10:51 PM
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music:	this is why, this is why i'm hot...
mood:	chipper

YEEEAAAA!!!! going to the finals for the 4X4!!!

by the way, amelia is hot, sexy and third in state for the 3000. in case ya'll wanted to know... ; )

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Date:	May 15, 2007 @ 07:48 PM
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music:	moo
mood:	frustrated

ugg. i feel like my brain is moving in slow motion. why does my life always end up more complicated than it needs to be? i always end up with stress that i didn't create on my own-so it makes it so much worse knowing its undeserved. ik.

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Date:	May 12, 2007 @ 09:06 PM
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music:	sewn-the feeling
mood:	crazy

YEA STATE!!!! this will be way fun! OMG.

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Title:	huh>>>
Date:	May 11, 2007 @ 07:59 PM
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music:	leisure suite-feist
mood:	drained

yea. well i'm pretty tired right now. not much happening. i was pretty happy at track practice today-and then all of a sudden i felt really depressed afterwards. ik. i think its mainly cause the long distance people are having a dinner--no love for sprinters. whatever. i know amelia and tyler both invited me--but i just feel like an afterthought. its kinda sad that the only people in the track team i feel like i really fit in with are long distance runners-but then i can't really fit in with them because i am a different breed of runner. oh well. when state rolls around i'm sure we'll get more bonding in.

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	May 4, 2007 @ 09:33 PM
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music:	mushaboom-feist
mood:	exhausted

oh man. 4-H camp training this weekend. i am offiially going to die from lack of sleep. and track just sucked today. there was practically no one there because the long distance people were all gone and jv was all at districts. i came back from the art trips thinking-well at least amelia and tyler will be there to cheer me up. instead o got janelle. yea. blecky. then i just felt like crap when i was running and needed to use my inhaler. overall an exhausting and practically pointless day.

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Title:	sub 60?
Date:	May 2, 2007 @ 10:54 PM
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music:	tyler's fiest cd
mood:	chipper

yay! meet went really well! it was pretty intense winning the 400....pr in the open! oh yeah! i'm really hoping to get a sub 60 before the year is out...but i'm kinda running out of time...hmmm. we'll see about this.

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Title:	jesuit
Date:	Apr 28, 2007 @ 07:10 PM
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music:	16 military wives-the decemberists
mood:	happy

wow. i have never had more fun--that i can remember. i never wanted that trip to end. the whole thing just seemed surreal.

i hate that when i am finally having the time of my life in track-it is coming to an end. its all too depressing for me. the only positive part is that it is the best way to end a school year. despite the fact that it makes me just want to go back. but at least there are no regrets.

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	Apr 22, 2007 @ 10:45 PM
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music:	the shins
mood:	bouncy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLud6yM47u8

oh my god. i'm so fucking excited!!!

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Title:	yea!
Date:	Apr 22, 2007 @ 02:22 PM
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music:	the sporting life-the decemberists
mood:	cheerful

i had sooo much fun at the centennial meet! oh man. the meet its self went really well and i pred in all of my events...that really made me happy, though it did kinda suck running the open 400 with people who ran ridiculously fast times. but at least i wasn't last. second to last. YES! other then that it was just alot of fun hanging out with amelia, josh, marist (am i spelling that right?) and then making fun of hunter with tyler and denny. the ride home was pretty crazy too-it consisted mainly of stripping in the back seat, and screaming the lyrics to bad music. oh yeah and stuffing ourselves with wendys at 10:00. soooo much fun. we should more of these kind of invitationals.

and one of my favorite goats kidded last night! she had two adorable little boys. they are both black-which is kinda funny seeing as she is all white...

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Title:	a four-day-weekend
Date:	Apr 15, 2007 @ 09:28 PM
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music:	clint eastwood (ed case refix)-gorillaz
mood:	happy and accomplished

yea! the track meet was actually alot of fun. suprisingly. i even ran the 4X400 and enjoyed myself. wow. amazing. but anyways, it was alot of fun. then the coast was really really fun. had one hell of a time. it was even sunny the whole time. except for that part when it rained...but other then that it was windy and sunny and nice. yea! then when i got home today i felt particullarly inspired and i cleaned my whole room. that is even more amazing then enjoying the 4X400. WOW. so yea. overall a very enjoyable weekend. oh yeah, and the band comp was pretty fun too. yea! happy! but i really don't want to go back to school tomorrow...but then again. who really does?

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Title:	split needles
Date:	Apr 7, 2007 @ 08:55 PM
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music:	the shins
mood:	blah

I've done myself an impossible crime,
Had to paint myself a hole,
And fall inside,
If it's far enough in sight and rhyme,
I get to wear another dress,
And count in time,

Oh, won't you do me the favor, man,
Of a giving mind,
A polymorphing opinion here,
And your vague outline,

I'll find myself another burning gate,
A pretty face, a vague idea I can't relate,
And this is get what you get for pulling pins,
Out of the hole,
Inside the hole you're in,

It's like I'm pressed on the handle bars,
Of a blind man's bike,
No straws to grab, just the rushing wind,
On the rolling mind,

They want you to decide,
Eventually, it happens,
Some gather on one side,
With all their pearly snapping,
They close the basement door,
It sets our teeth to chatter,
You never saw it before,
But now that hardly matters,

You're old enough, boy,
Too many summers you've enjoyed,
So spin the wheel,
We'll set you up with some odd convictions,
Because you're finally golden, boy,

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	Apr 7, 2007 @ 11:56 AM
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music:	5/4-gorillaz
mood:	content

yea! last night was sooo much fun! it was really cool actually seeing my cv friends and my chs friends all in one place. way cool. particularlly as i haven't seen most of my chs friends in forever. so that was cool. the bands were really awesome too! oh man. i really liked that guys singing group. they were amazing. that guy's voice was amazing! he had an incredible range. and then it was really cool seeing ryan playing in a band-even though he was covered in blood. and was spitting it at us. yummy.

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Title:	next time
Date:	Apr 1, 2007 @ 09:11 PM
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music:	next time-barenaked ladies
mood:	contemplative

When you die they make a list of every love you never kissed
Of each regret and each mistake
Every choice you'll fail to make

i thought that this quote from next time was very interesting--and actually pretty depressing. can you imagine how long such a list could be? or how short for those who live with out regret. i can't decide which would be a better list to have...

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Title:	the suprise!
Date:	Mar 31, 2007 @ 08:09 PM
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music:	maybe katie-barenaked ladies
mood:	contemplative

that was so much fun! i am still in a state of shock that you didn't catch on though... : ) hahaha. its ok, it made it all work so much better that way. hehehehehehehe

wow, i always forget how sweet he is...too bad he has a girlfriend.

oh well. i should wait for college anyways.

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